It's been tiring. It's been surprisingly unproductive at times. And at times I really question what the heck I've been doing in it all this time.
Tomorrow's the first performance I'll be taking part in. For the year 5s. To be honest, I can't believe the state of it all.
At times I wonder why Levin brought me into a choir that seems to me as lacking in morale and faith. I can't come up with a good reason why, honestly. Perhaps he doesn't have one either.
I hope I find myself a good reason soon.